Killing The Thing That You Love
Killing The Thing That You Love
Written by Styx and Bob Burger
Lead vocals by Glen Burtnik
Brick by brick you built a mansion
Piece by piece it seems you’re tearing it down
Once you walked so tall and handsome
Now nobody even wants you around
Now you’re just some kind of leftover clown
Now you’re like Quasimodo crying as you
Look in the mirror
At what you’ve become
Killing the thing that you love
Like Lennon’s assassin
Lennon’s assassin
Reaching for Venus De Milo
But she’s never gonna hold you tight
You plant plutonium silos
Then you blister from the sun that’s too bright
Like a vampire stepping into the light
Just a victim of your own greed as you
Look in the mirror
At what you’ve become
Killing the world that you love
Like Lennon’s assassin
Lennon’s assassin
The genius of a generation
Blown away just like a leaf on the wind
And now you’re looking for salvation
But you can’t forget the places you’ve been
And you can’t erase a lifetime of sin
And you can’t escape the answers as you
Look in the mirror
At what you’ve become
Dredging the river for what you have done
Killing the thing that you love
Like Lennon’s assassin
Lennon’s assassin
Interpretation
Many have suggested that this song is about Dennis DeYoung and his split with the rest of Styx. However, this song originated as a Glen Burtnik creation entitled "Lennon's Assassin" that was written well before DeYoung and Styx parted ways. John Lennon's assassin was a fan of the former Beatle whose obsession led him to kill the thing that he loved most. The assassination of Lennon is aptly described as "the genius of a generation... blown away just like a leaf on the wind."
In deference to the conspiracy theorists, though, it is interesting to note the parallels between the song's opening lines and the reasons that the rest of Styx gave for firing DeYoung:
Brick by brick you built a mansion. (DeYoung was the driving force behind Styx's legendary success)
Piece by piece it seems you’re tearing it down. (DeYoung was highly critical of the Brave New World album when it was released in 1999.)
Once you walked so tall and handsome (DeYoung was a superstar with Styx.)
Now nobody even wants you around (the fans may want DeYoung around, but his bandmates found him too controlling.)
Now you’re just some kind of leftover clown (DeYoung was always the joker in the band.)
Now you’re like Quasimodo crying (The main character in DeYoung's musical The Hunchback of Notre Dame is Quasimodo.)
Then you blister from the sun that’s too bright. (DeYoung couldn't join the band on tour to support Brave New World leading to the band bringing in Gowan, although the context of this line has to do with nuclear proliferation and greed.)
The lyrics may have been adapted to make a few references to the breakup, but the song is clearly intended to be more generally a warning to anyone that becomes so obsessed with something or someone that they destroy the thing or person they love the most.
"Then you blister from the sun that’s too bright
ReplyDeleteLike a vampire stepping into the light"
I remember reading that DeYoung wanted to postpone the Brave New World tour, citing recently developed light sensitivity. And of course rather than postponing the tour the other members simply did the tour with Lawrence Gowan instead.
Unfortunately they were being pressured to tour. And because DDY had previously fired the manager that had brought them through four platinum albums, it wasn't cool.
DeleteI have no recollection of writing that comment, but more recently I saw that someone claiming to be Glen Burtnik (as Ben Glurtnik) was replying to people making similar suppositions as mine, on a youtube video, and he insisted that he wrote the lyrics himself prior to Dennis leaving Styx. Dennis just happens to be such a weirdo that any song about a weirdo can potentially seem to be about him, I suppose.
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